SomeSearchNeverFindingAWayBeforeLongTheyWasteAway

[alexis vehlo.]

Resvered
For Arric

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There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed

So Alexis left the graveyard, placing a flower upon her mothers grave, it killed her inside to know that she was going to see her soon, wondering what her dear mother was going to tell her. How much of a faluire she was, how she desipsed the look of the person that murderd her. How she couldnt help Arric, not to mention even keep him.. Well aleast he was going to be happy.. Maby Aleu could help him more then herself, but that was all the depressed Vampiress had anymore. Was Arric, she lost him again, just in a diffrent way.

She hoped secreatly they were happy. No matter how Jelouse she was.

As she moved out of the graveyard, she looked at her watch, 5:00am. Sun would rise exactly at six. She continued the walk as se let memmroies flood her delicate head. Then she realized how turely pathatic love was, because more offten then not, she was thinking about Arric.

Did he ever think of her when she wasnt around?

Alexis eyes were slightly watery as she sighed shaking her head as she just leaned back her and let out a perching scream, holding her chest as she did so. It was it, she gave up, gave in. She looked at her watch, 5:30 am.. Thirty minuets till the sun would rise.

She sat down right in the middle of a open field, her eyes close as she sighed. She waited, more then one week actually. A week and 2 days so far, and the sun would rise on the third. She leaned her head up looking at the sky changing to a lighter blue. This was going to be her first sunrise, in 28 years.

People say that your life flashes before your eyes when you died, it made her wonder if hers was worth watching.. Or maby she would get lucky and the sun would kill her instantly, and she wouldnt have to watch her pathatic life. Her mothers screams, the mangeld body after the Carwreck. The pain of loosing Arric the first time. The rage and jelousey when she lost him the second time.

She laid back in that feild and looked at her watch, 5:55. She was already feeling alittle hot, as she just laid there. She closed her eyes, as she could see her mother, Arric and herself all sitting down enjoying a meal. After mom left her abusive father, when she was happy. Arric had a smile on his face, as her mother called him 'Son'. She felt so at home, as her heart longed for something like that again...

Maby in heaven.

5:58

5:59

Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

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[arric suviyö.]

You know how it goes with the death thing right? How a mother could feel when something happened to her son even if they were a hundred thousand miles away? Or if the love of someones life gets into a car accident and the other person could feel it when it happens? When a dog starts howling as his owner is dieing..... The pain of loss that was driven into someones chest.. in someones heart when they know something is or is going to happen. Well this was one of those nights.

Arric was hunting a bear in the woods. He eventually caught the huge animal and snapped its neck killing it before he began to feed. He was done as he leaned up and cleaned himself. His eyes were goldenish as he glanced around. It was almost morning so he should go home or wherever so he didnt get caught by the sun.... But thats when he felt it...

Arrics eyes widdened as he felt that something was seriously wrong with Alexis. He couldnt explain it. It was just an impulse. As he got this impulse thousands of different memories flooded into his head of how it used to be with her... Complete memory of her came back within a blink of an eye... Everything. From bedroom memories. To cuddling memories. To just memories that would comfort the angriest most horrible person in the world.

"No Alexis!" He yelled and he started to run the fastest he could possibly run which was really damn fast. He looked at his watch. 5:56. 4 minutes. "DAMMIT!" He growled as he ran faster. Eventually he came across a pretty empty meadow. But with one person there. 15 seconds. He ran as fast as he could to the middle of the meadow and scooped her up.
3...
2.....
1.
Arric jumped into the shade of a small tree with dozens of branches FULL of leaves and he tossed her to the tree. He pressed his body against hers pinning the both of them to the tree breathing heavily. He somewhat glared at her. "WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING?! YOU CANT SURVIVE IN THE SUNLIGHT WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU DO THIS?? GOD DAMN IT LEXY." He growled as he literally hugged her against the tree where she couldnt leave his grip.

Now the both of them were stuck... Under a tree. For 12 hours. Unless it rained but he wasnt taking any changes. "God damn it Lexy. Do you know how much this would fucking kill me if you did this did you even think about me at all? What did you think I wouldnt care? Because I do Alexis. How could you think for one second that you should die like this? Especially with all the shit we went through in High School together." He spoke calming down by the end and he smiled at the last sentence. As if saying. Hey I remember.

[alexis vehlo.]

Alexis closed her eyes as she sighed, she could feel it. Every alarm in her body going off, telling her to move, and get out of there, as she just staid there. She sighed, cridging just a little bit, 30 seconds...
She oepnd her eyes as she looked at the rising sun, it was so beautiful, so,..Painful. She herd her name and she saw Arric running twords her, "GET THE FUCK HOME!" She screamed at him, but he still came twords her, and she flenched feeling herself pushed aginst a large tree.

"Nah shit I cant survive in the sunlight!! Your fucking time has been up for two goddamn days!" She spoke, and held her head up pridfeully. "Besides you have anouther freind, thats better them me to help you anyway!" She spoke and hissed darkly at him, then realized, something was diffrent by the way he was talking t her.

Wait..He called her Lexy....

"Wait, what did you say?" She spoke looking at him, raising an eyebrow, the tone of anger and hatred for him lost out of her voice.

She listend to him speak again, then herd the line of there highschool. "Yeah...Right.. Tell me one thing about us, that I havent told you.." She spoke and hissed at him, he better not be lieing to her, she was not in the mood. But he did call her Lexy, that was the nickname...He never called her that since he died.

Her eyes searched him, slowly moving up his muscalr chest to his eyes, Did he really remmber her? Or was he just buying more time by lieing to her?

[arric suviyö.]

Arric ignored her when she yelled at him to get the fuck home. "Not a chance." He muttered after he had her done picked up. He felt her flinch underneath him and he winced some looking down at her between his chest and the tree. "Sorry... Desperate times call for desperate measures." He spoke softly as he ran the back of one of his hands on her face.

Arric listened to what she said about his time being up for two days and he sighed. Thank god she didnt do this 2 days ago... He heard her speak about aleu and he looked up and glared at her. "Okay so all of a sudden its a damn crime to help someone who needs help? You of all people should know that I give help when people fucking need it." He spoke then thought about it and he leaned back looking at her. "You jump in that fucking sunlight then Im jumping too. Call me cliche but its like Leonardo DiCaprio said in Titanic. 'When I jump you jump remember?'" He spoke looking at her.

Arric listened to what she said and he sighed looking at her. "You heard me..." He spoke looking at her. He listened to her tone changd and he sighed looking at her with sad eyes.

Arric listened to her and sighed. "Fine how about thattime when I came over to your house. We were watching a movie. I cant remember what movie it was BECAUSE I was too preoccupied with you. We had dinner with your mom after the movie and your mother left for work. I would always come over at night and stay until you would fall asleep to make sure that you would be okay and I would leave locking every damn door in your house to make sure you were okay. I always wrote on your hand in marker I love you and drew a heart around it. But that night we were cuddling on the couch and it was the first time we had sex with each other. And I got grounded for 2 weeks for not coming home right away but it was damn worth it." He spoke looking at her. Believe me now?" He asked looking at her seriously.

Arric knew the sun was up because his body was freaking out. He was close to the end of the shadow of the tree. His didnt care though. His first priority was her and only her. He heard there was going to be scattered showers today so all he needed to do was wait then take her away to an appartment or something. He watched her search his body and he searched her face wondering what she was thinking about. Hopefully it wasnt to ditch him and go suicidal...