I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy

[alexis vehlo.]

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Arric Suviyö

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Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
for me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design

Blared over the speakers, as Alexis waited on the people in the stripclub, making sure they had there drinks, and werent bugging the dancers. Why she let her self slip so low she would never know. She looked at a few of the other vampires, letting her blue eyes stair at them for only a momment as they bit at each other, making blood drip down there chins, as they kissed. She sighed shaking her head and hissing under her breath.

Walking around giving an human a beer, and lighting a ciggeret for anouther one, she rolled her eyes alittle. Humans were nothing more then cattel to her. Nothing but a reliabul food source. She leaned her head up pridefully and walked away, moving her hair behind her ears, and moving to the back of the club. She hated working here, she was like a peice of meat. Oogled at, touched some times, it annoyed her. Course with the vampuric atrabutes, some of the humans didin't know there boundries. Therefore she had a free dinner sometimes.

She moved behind the curtion and put on her regular clouthes, since the waiter job made her were a skimpy little uniform. She put on her boots after her bluejans. Fallowed by a t-shirt. She sighed alittle more and rubbed her neck, her fangs were acheing. She wanted dinner. Badly.

Shaking her head, trying to get the thoughts out of her head, she hissed to herself and rubbed her stomache, Damn, the thoughts were just stuck in her head like superglue. Alexis sighed and hissed as she walked out the strippe club, hoping to find a human, one that pissed her off. She wanted a reason to kill someone, she hated just doing it randomly. Then they died for no reason, and it made her feel guilty. She sighed alittle more and continued walking down the street. A jacket around her self tightly.

[arric suviyö.]

Arric pulled up in his black Porsche. He acted like a human in the human world and well he had to if he wanted to keep his title in the band he was in. It was a very successful band too so he wasn’t about to ruin that. It meant way too much for him. Especially since he didn’t remember a damned thing about his human life. He found it disturbing and quite frankly he hated not remembering anything or anyone. He knew that his life was important when he was a human in Finland. He absolutely despised the fact that he only remembered itsy bitsy pieces IF he was lucky.

Arric sighed and got out of his car with his sunglasses on and a bandana underneath his hat on his head. Why was he at a strip club? Well geez he’s only a guy. That and he was a vampire… a very horny vampire =[ He needed his kicks every once in a while especially sense he hadn’t had a real love in forever maybe longer. And hey, if your single use it while you still can right? This strip club got him better then the others because he KNEW there were other vampires working there. And hell frankly it was HAWT. Yup you heard me.

Arric shut his door as he scanned the parking lot. He didn’t really see anyone there so he kept walking. But he couldn’t help but feel a familiar presence out there. It was driving him insane. Especially sense he didn’t know anyone familiar here really. He kept walking lost in thought till he ran into someone and the fact that the girl came out of no where startled him to hell so he glared at her through his sunglasses and snarled at her some wrinkling his nose. ”Watch where you are going… you might make a mistake you wouldn’t ever want to make.” Was that a threat? Uh yeah. He sniffed the air around the girl and found out she was a vampire and worse… she was the familiar scent.

Arric let his hardened expression soften a little bit before taking off his sunglasses and looking at her with his blueish gray eyes. ”Who are you?” He asked curiously. He breathed through his nose trying to make her scent trigger a memory… but nothing was coming up right away.. at all.

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[alexis vehlo.]

The muffled music still plaid across her ears, and she continued walking slowly down the road, until she ran into someone. An small 'umph' left her paleish dead lips as she shivverd alittle almost hitting the ground, but her vampuric gracefullness cought her. Her blue eyes looked up at who she ran into and she flentched.
She knew who he was, Arric Suviyo. She swooned over him when she was in highschool. She got turned, and he helped her long ago.. He was killed in a carwreck and the body was never to be recoverd. She found out why, apprently he was turned as well. She shivverd alittle, as he spoke, and she galred alittle.
"You dare touch me, and I will kill you Arric... No matter how much I don't want to"
Since Arric was the one that stopped her from comminiting suside by walking out into the sunlight, the least she owed him was her very life. "Who am I? My name is Alexis Vehlo" She spoke standing there before him, holding her head pridefully as she usually did now and days. She was prideful, but she didn't really have any self estem, she just hated people threatening her.. As he did.
She saw his face soften and she blinked, "You don't remmber me?" She asked softly and frowned just alittle bit shaking her head. "Thats pitaful.." She spoke and sighed, it was pitaful. Sad actually that she still had feelings for the new vampire. So she was going to be alone for the rest of her life. Ohwell. She diserved it, since she took her own loving mothers life away.

[arric suviyö.]

Arric looked at the girl and listened to her as she talked. He stopped and glared at her when she threatened him. "Watch it..." He hissed a warning. Little did he know he had anger issues from before the accident too. So that trait literally never left him. And the years turned him kind of more bitter then he was. Imagine if it was you. Searching for a life you once had. That you tried everyday to find out about.

Arric listened to her say her name and he glanced at the floor next to her feet as if deep in thought. Which he was. He was trying to tap into what little memory he had to figure out who she was. "Why does that name sound so damn familiar...." He muttered more talking to himself then anything. He listened to her say that he was pitiful and he moved his eyes glaring at her darkly. "Yeah. Be in my fucking position and tell me how pathetic I am." He hissed glaring at her. His heart went cold with his body. A long time ago.

Arric stepped closer to her glaring down at her seeing as he was a tall man. "You fucking wake up one day not knowing who the hell you are or what the hell happened." He spoke glaring at her with stone cold eyes. "How do you know me? Come on enlighten me." He spoke as he loosened his eye glare at her a little bit as he searched for clues in her face.

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[alexis vehlo.]

Alexis head turned back to him quickly as he said watch it and she hissed, bearing her sharp little canines, a hiss rang from her lips, as her blue eyes narrowed at him through her thick black bangs.
"You watch it."
She growled her own warning. Her head lifted as her blue eyes melted away to a thick marroon, she hated when she was threaten, she woudlnt ever let anouther person walk all over her.. Never again.
She watched his gaze drop to her feet and she lifted her head up again, and listened to him mutter, and her sensative ears easily picked up his words, and a small smile spread across her face. It wasnt a happy smile it was more of a 'god I hate my life' kinda smile.
"My name sounds fermiler because you used to know me. Truefully you said you loved me. Even when I became this monster that I am... Even after I slipped up and killed my mother.."
She spoke and looked away. So she lost him, the one that that would stick beside her through thick and thin. She derserved it. That and more pain and suffering. But it looks like she was just going to walk into the sun. Him dieing was a better thing then him standing infront of her not knowing her. But she did deserve the worst of the worst, and she gatherd this was it. Shitty luck.
She listend to him speak about pathatic, and she hissed. Shaking her head she sighed "I didnt call you pathatic, moron, I called the fact that you cant remmber pitaful, you not having your memory, is shitty for me aswell. You were all I had left." She spoke and sighed alittle, then looked down.
"Oh well, more humans will live. I'll just walk out into the sunlight tomarrow, and I will be out of your hair Arric." She spoke and nodded alittle, then looked back at the moon.
That would be the last time she would see it. Her gaze was only stolen away when she herd him speak about how she knew him. "We met in highschool, clicked after awhile, started dateing. I loved you you loved me kinda stuff. I got raped, and turned one night walking home. You said you didn't care, we staid togeather. I slipped up, killed mom, you were my shoulder to cry on. Then you got in a car accident, and we all thought you died."
She sighed and rubbed her face, almost to the brink of tears as she looked down.
"Need anything elce?" She asked lifting her pale face, she just wanted to burst into flame right there.

[arric suviyö.]

Arric listened to her hiss at him and he growled a hiss out as he glared at her. Pfft she was lucky she was adorable and caught his interest. Otherwise he would have her neck right there. He listened to what she said about him knowing that name and his eyebrows narrowed in concentration. "Wait... what?" He spoke looking at her confused. He watched her look away and he searched her face still moving so he was looking at her face again. Studying every bit of it trying his hardest to remember.

Arric listened to what she said and he glared at her some but it softened when she said he was all she had left. "Care to explain?" He asked looking at her. "But in more depth besides that I dated you... whenever that was." He spoke rubbing his temples. He was so confused right now his head was pounding from all the thinking and concentrating he was doing trying to remember something... anything. He listened to her speak about going out in the sun tomarrow and he grabbed her arm gently for a vampire as he looked at her. Looking at her intensly. "Dont do that... I need your help... Im trying so damn hard... I havent known anything about me for about 27 long years... bare with me." He spoke calmly as he looked at her.

Arric took a deep breath in and out and pulled his hand back setting the both of them in his back pockets. "Sorry." He spoke about grabbing her arm. He had to be patient and calm with her. He knew that. Common sense. He listened to what she said and his eyes widdened as he stared at the ground next to her. Car accident? Thats when it hit him. The pain of the accident that is. He put a hand to his chest and gasped as if he couldnt breathe. He didnt even notice he closed his eyes. They flared open as he was on his knees taking deep breaths. "What else happened to me??" He whispered but sounded a bit demanding. "Did I have a family? Are they still alive where was I born?" He asked grabbing her hand almost begging for the answers. He desperately needed them. The car accident memory triggered two different pains. Physical and emotional... Did someone die? He couldnt remember to clearly it was still a little foggy.

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[alexis vehlo.]

Alexis listened to him growl and she just hiss backed at him growling deep in her throat. As he moved to get into her face again she snarled, “Don’t wait what me, I said what I said… Not My fault if you weren’t listening to me.” She spoke and snarled at him bearing her largish canines at him. Why wouldn’t he just leave her alone? I mean HE was the one that told her to watch where she was going at first. She was being nice. Her eyes glared darker at him from under her shaggy bangs, as she watched him study her face, wondering if she had food stuck in her teeth or something like that. Her paleish featured glare never softening.

As he spoke she exhaled briskly and shook her head. “No, I do not wish to reminisce on the pass if that’s okay with you.” She spoke, looking at him daring him to make another move to piss her off. She hated people that thought they could walk all over you, and not have to worry about you fighting back. And that’s what she though he was doing, and it drove her insane. She hissed a little more at him, and leaned her head up in a prideful manner. As she felt him grip her arm, her eyes narrowed more, and a hiss ripped through her lips. “Need my help? What more can I tell you Arric? “ She spoke and snatched her arm away from him turning on her hills again, then listened to him say sorry, and she sighed, turning back around to face him, her hair whipping in her face as she did so.

As she watched his reaction to her saying about the car accident she sighed, shaking her head. “Arric, All you have left is your little sister Alia. She’s a grown woman now, with a young child of her own. I never go around her, never have since I was turned. To afraid I would take her life.” She spoke and looked down. As the Vampririess watched him go upon his knees she looked away, as he grabbed her hand. “You were born here, Your sisters alive, your mother died along time ago, before you were changed. Your father passed on in the car accident.” She spoke still looking away from him. “I can take you to there gravesites if you so wish..” She spoke grudgingly, she hated going to the cemetery Her mother was buried next to his, since they were such close friends when they were alive. Since she killed her own mother, it hurt her to be anywhere near her grave stone. Knowing that she was the one that caused it. You could tell in her eyes, that she didn’t want to go. But she would, just because she knew that Arric would want to see it, for his own eyes. If she was in his shoes, she knew she would.
“I’m sorry love..” She spoke softly and kissed his head gently. “It has to be hard” She spoke in a gentle whisper of a voice, and looked at him with sympathetic eyes as she saw his own. They were so lost, and pleading. She never seen him like it before, and truly she never wanted to again.. Arric always had some bounce to him, or something in him that when she looked at him she smiled, but not now. Alexis rubbed his cheek in a apologetic manner and kissed his cheek. “I really am.” She spoke again about being sorry.

[arric suviyö.]

Arric listened to what she said and he just glared at her all the same but didnt say a word. The throwing around of the insults and pointless argueing wasnt getting anyone anywhere. And he didnt feel like sitting here listening to him and her bitch at each other. He had things to do... things to find out. He didnt have the time for pointless shit like that. He just hmphed through his nose as he looked away glaring at a person watching them. He glared demonically and hissed as the human ran away. Hmm nosey ass. He listened to her reaction about telling him the past and shit and he glared at her. "FINE then dont. I dont have time for this if you dont care about helping me." He spoke like mmph.

Arric turned to leave when she told him about his family. He blinked hearing that his MOTHER died in the CAR ACCIDENT and his FATHER died LATER. He sighed and heard that he had a sister and a nephew now. "How bad was it? The honest truth." He spoke almost depressingly. He hadnt turned around yet and he was looking at his shoes. He wondered what his sister would say now... what she looked like... what his nephew looked like... He sighed and shook his head at what she said next. "No... I dont know.. I would like to see my sister though sometime. Im still wondering if thats a good idea. I mean she could hate me for moms despise." He spoke looking up at the sky as he pondered and put his hands in his pockets.

Arric listened to her appologize and he shook his head. "Dont worry about it." He spoke taking a breath in and out that was un-needed. Well it was if he wanted to clear his cluttered mind from all the information he was gathering. He felt her kiss his head and he felt oddly relaxed. Was that normal? Didnt happen before with any other girl... odd. He could definently tell she was important... Avery big key player in his life... or after life. Whatever. He listened to her say that it had to be hard and he glared at the ground some. "Why does it have to be. Its completely unfair what position I was put in. Especially sinse that dick didnt even tell me I wouldnt remember anything." He spoke and growled. He let up his glare and looked at her and sighed some his face softening. He listened to her say that she was really sorry and he shook his head again as if to say dont worry about it and he put his hand on her back softly and rubbed it a little bit. Not sure why. Maybe cause it felt right for his part? He didnt know. He was so scattered.

[alexis vehlo.]

Alexis growled alittle as he yelled at her. Then listend to him snarl at the nosey human and she smircked, but as he asked, how bad the car wreck was she closed her eyes. "It...Was really bad.." She spoke and looked away from him, it caused her physical pain to look at him, when he was like this.
"I can take you to her house, and no.. It hurt your sister more for you to go, then you could ever imagen. The last time I saw her was your funeral, and she was 10." She spoke and sighed alittle more, almost whimmpering as it left her lips. "Your sister could never hate you Arric, she was the kindest woman I know." She spoke and looked at him sypathaicly.
"I have to worry about it Arric, I hate seeing you like this.." She spoke with anouther whine and hugged him, hearing him say it was compleatly unfair made her heart thud. "I'm so sorry love.." She spoke again and rubbed his cheek. "Lifes unfair to us all" She spoke and kissed his cheek again. Remmbering when he was comfurting her when she killed mom. Though he seemed to have done a much better job then she did.
When she felt his hand rub her back oh so gently she closed her eyes and nuzzled into his neck. She felt at home agian, and it was wonderful. Alexis let out a small sigh of relife and just basked in the momment for just a little while. "I missed you, if that means anything to you at all...But I did. Alot." She spoke and nuzzled into him further, just..Wanting to feel alive for the first time in 27 years.

[arric suviyö.]

Arric listened to her say that it was really bad and he sighed some looking down. "Whos fault was the wreck... was it mine?" He asked her as he bit his lip some taking a deep breath. "Did anyone else die?" He asked kind of zoning off as he thought aloud. This was wierd hearing this for the first time. He gulped a little bit and listened to what she said. He nodded. "Alright sure. Thanks." He spoke flashing a fake smile. He wasnt looking forward on meeting his sister. Basically because he had less of an idea to say to hre about EVERYTHING. He listened to what she said and he sighed some and nodded. "Yeah... I hope so." He spoke taking another deep breath.
He listened to what she said and he frowned somewhat looking down when she said she hated seeing him like this. Looks like it was time to put on a poker face. He hugged her back resting his face against hers. "Im fine dont worry about it." He spoke and pulled out the best persuasive smile he could. He listened to her say that she was sorry and he shook his head. "Its fine I promise." He spoke feeling her rub his cheek and he felt her kiss his cheek and he nodded. Keeping his game face on.
Arric felt her nuzzle her face into his neck and he leaned his face onto hers closing his eyes. He listened to what she said and he smiled some. "I dont know if this is worth much.. But I missed you too... And this... It feels like the last time I felt like this or done any of this with someone was a lifetime ago... which technically it was but you know what I mean." He spoke kissing her temple and closing his eyes resting his cheek against hers.

[alexis vehlo.]

Alexis head lifted as she herd Arrics saddend voice once more and she closed her eyes shaking her head, tears looked like they could spark at any momment. "I don't know love, I wasn't there.... But I think you were hit by a drunk driver, its been so long, I don't know.." She spoke softly, and sighed, looking down at the ground once more. Seeing his fake smile she snarled at him cooly and her hungery eyes flashed red for but a momment. "Don't EVER do any thing fake to me again." She spoke, she hated when someone pretended to be happy around her, not showing there true feelings around her. It pissed her off to no end. "Don't you dare lie to me again Arric." She spoke when he said he was fine, and she knew he wasnt. It was such a stupid quiestion for her to ask if he was okay, when she KNEW he wasnt.
"Your sister would do anything for you Arric, so please don't worry about it" She spoke softly looking at the damn face he had on, "Stop hiding things from me..It pisses me off" She spoke with a growl, as she hissed quietly. Feeling him nuzzel back into her, a warmth spread across her and she clamed instantly, runing her hand up rubbing his neck.

She listend to him speak again and her head leand up, her dead heart thuded with a unneeded but loved beat. "It means more then you will ever know" She spoke and rubbed his cheek again, closing her eyes as she felt a kiss aginst her temple and she looked at him. "I just wish you could remmber me, say my name the way you used to.." She spoke and sighed. "I can take you to your mother and fathers gravestone if you wish" She spoke softly then looked away. It did pain her to go to the graveyard, since her mothers grave was right fucking beside his mohers. She felt like she had no right to be around her mothers gravestone. SHe wasnt allowed to go to the funeral since her father knew she killed her mother.
She chewed upon her bottem lip but looked back into his eyes, "I will, just tell me when." She spoke and smiled alittle trying her best to do what Arric needed, no matter what it was, or what pain it caused her. In her eyes, she deserved all of it and more.

[arric suviyö.]

Arric listened to what she said and he nodded. He bit at his lip ring a little bit thinking about the foggy memories that clustered his mind. He jumped a little bit when she yelled at him seeing as he was taken off guard. Which was very rare... maybe he had to watch himself around this one. He sighed some and nodded. "Alright alright... Im sorry... I just dont want you to feel... hurt or anything just because I feel.... the way I do.. Im sorry." He spoke sighing through his nose.

Arric listened to what she said about his sister and he sighed and nodded. "Maybe... its bad though... I really dont remember her... at least not yet.... im hopeing it will come back to me... If she cared about me that much." He spoke biting his lip again with his fangs. He felt her rub his neck and he leaned against her hand some. It made him relax his tensions a lot. He listened to what she said and he smiled a little bit. He felt her rub his cheek and he listened to what she said and he sighed some looking down. "I know.. Im sorry... If I could turn back time... I would..." He spoke and breathed a uneven big breath. He listened to what she said and he nodded. "Alright.. But I dont think im ready for that just yet.." He spoke resting his cheek against hers putting his chin on her shoulder wrapping his arms around her in a hug.

[alexis vehlo.]

Alexis listend to him speak that he was sorry and she nodded her head, looking away, as he sighed through his nares. "I just hate it when people lie.." She spoke leaning up and rubbed his cheek. "Expessally you..I never want you to lie to me" She spoke and nuzzled aginst him more, seeking that special warmth only he ever gave to her.

"No, its not bad, I'm sure your baby sister will understand." She spoke and nodded her head, and smiled softly, rubbing his neck. "I'll take you home with me tonight, maby seeing some fermiler sites will help you. I herd some smells and sighs can trigger thoughts" She spoke and nodded alittle bit, then lsiten to him say the thing about turning back time and she blushed, an small barely notiacebul for her pale skin.

"I understand." She spoke about him not being ready yet, ands he kissed his lips very gently. "Alright, get in your car, and fallow mine, if you get lost, heres my cell.." She spoke and wrote a nummber down on the plam of his hand, like the very first time in freashmen year, when she wrote that exact nummber down. Damn right it never changed she made sure of it, since Arric was bad with numbers.

She soon got into her car, and started it, waiting for Arric to get ready before she pulled out, but when he did she slowly moved out of the parking lot, going the speed limit for once, as she slowly drove to her house.

[arric suviyö.]

Arric listened to what she said and he nodded. "I get it.. and im sorry.. I wont lie.. intentionally." He spoke seeing as sometimes he did unintentionally not catching himself. Sounds wierd? Yeh but it happens. He felt her rub his cheek and he looked at her before she nuzzled into him more. He buried his nose through her hair to her neck and he planted a kiss on her neck to ease her mind.

Arric listened to what she said about his sister and he shrugged some. "Yeah but I might end up hurting more then helping.. If I dont remember her... it might be best if I dont go." He spoke in thought and he bit his lip a little bit more. He listened to what she said and he finally made up his mind and nodded. "Alright. Lets just hope it works." He spoke smiling a little. He was a little anxious to see family.. but kind of worried all the same.

Arric listened to what she said and he kissed her back. He nodded and watched her write down her number and it triggered back high school memories. "Wow... you never changed it." He spoke looking at the numbers with a smile. He got into his car and started to follow her and saw she was going slow and he smirked a little picking up the phone and dialing her number. He was close behind her enough to see the smirk on his face. When she answered he chuckled. "You sure drive slow.. Afraid of loseing me? My car is faster then it looks... and it looked fast to begin with." He spoke smiling.

[alexis vehlo.]

Alexis listened to Arrics beautiful voice. She had known him since elamtary school, so he was Fnnish as well. It put her at ease knowning that he could understand hre if she randomly forgot her english as she often did when she was pissed. Feeling the cold lips upon her neck she shivverd alittle and kissed his own neck. Looking at the tattoos that were visabul, even though it was a blanketed dark night. "Just don't pourpiesly lie to me..And were good.." She spoke and nodded.

Hearing him speak about his sister she shook her head. "We wnt go till you remmber then..I will make you remmber.." She spoke. "But you have a week.. Otherwise, Im walking into that damned sun and handing you over to Alia." She spoke and nodded.

Alexis herd what he said about the nummber and she laughed, "course not, your bad with nummbers, I cant remmber how long that took you to remmber, but damn.." She spoke and laughed alittle shaking her head. "It was a looong ass time.." She spoke and smiled alittle.

In the car, she herd her cellphone and she answerd it through bluetooth, hearing his voice she glared. "Fine, you want a challenge?" She spoke, and slammed on the gas, hanging up the bluetooth, and turning up the cd, blaring "Alittle peice of Heaven" as she speed down the road, running god knows how many red lights, as she was going up passed 100 mph.

Curving leaving a hudge tire mark, she turned into her subdavison, and slowed pulling into her driveway, gettng out of the car, wondering if he lost her. Ohwell, he would call for directions. She streached alittle wondering if she tore up her tiers.

Whoops

[arric suviyö.]

Arric felt her shiver and felt her kiss his own neck. And oddly with the defensive and offensive nature he had, it didnt bother him. Not one bit. In fact. It felt really good. He listened to what she said and he nodded at her. "I wont... I promise you that... Ive done things I am not proud of... many times over but... I promise I wont lie to you purposely... Im sorry." He spoke closing his eyes as he rested his face on her shoulder.

Arric listened to what she said and he sighed nodding. "Alright... I guess im just scared you know?" He spoke intaking a shaky breath. "Its like being a foster child for 30 years and finally finding out you have a family that loves you out there... that you never knew of.... Its actually kind of... terrifying.." He spoke thinking out loud. He listened to what she said about walking in the sun and he glared at her. He may not of had all of his memory of her but dammit he wouldnt allow that. "No your not... Cause even if I have to go through old diaries or whatever... I WILL remember you." He spoke seriously. He listened to what she said about the number and he smiled at her when she laughed.

Arric listened to her and he laughed and floored it following her. He pulled to a squealing hault into the driveway literally seconds after her. He pareked and got out smirking at her. "Your car is slow. I would have beaten you if not for I didnt know where it was." He spoke going =P with a smile on his face.